14

Aug

Haven’t posted in a month. Not because i had nothing to say. I just stopped feeling the need to say it to someone. I used to have this constant feeling that i needed people around me. Someone to talk to, someone to share random thoughts with, someone who would

14

Jul

I believe when God builds a man, he puts him through difficult things. Because if you were to have a child, you got a son, and you want that son to have specific traits, patience, for example, would you give him what he wants right away all the time? No,

14

Jul

There’s a single corn stalk growing in our garden out of nowhere. Today it reminded me of something i noticed as a kid. Every year we planted corn in our garden. The more tightly we planted, the thinner the stalks seemed to grow. But every once in a while,

12

Jul

The only reason this blog is on a .ru domain is because it feels like home. I got my first .ru domain on April 3, 2017. It was for my first big project, a game server hosting platform. These are a few screenshots of the site from different stages over

11

Jul

I think the nights when i was weakest were the nights i was strongest too.