Haven’t posted in a month. Not because i had nothing to say. I just stopped feeling the need to say it to someone. I used to have this constant feeling that i needed people around me. Someone to talk to, someone to share random thoughts with, someone who would just be there. And when there wasn’t anyone, I’d feel like something was missing.
But somewhere along the way, that feeling just disappeared.
I stopped checking for messages. Stopped looking for someone to tell things to. Stopped feeling like every thought needed an audience. Even posting here started to feel unnecessary.
It’s kinda weird, honestly. I don’t think i became colder. I just became more comfortable being alone. Maybe i finally stopped needing people to make the silence feel less empty